祁玥
摘??要:論文以《琦君書信集》為研究對象,試圖以“空間”為方法考察書中整理輯錄的信件,關注其呈現出的、相對于出版作品的個體“內面”景觀,從“交互”、“轉化”與“存在”三個層面解析琦君如何借由書信處理內外關系,并在陌生的異鄉建構起心靈得以棲居的精神世界。具體地,正是以書信為媒,她得以將旅居美國孤獨困苦、身心俱疲的窘境,與遠方溫暖熟悉的文學世界相連,將未能在陌生新家中得到滿足的情感投諸筆端,于紙面方寸構筑的私密精神空間——現實的“諾亞方舟”——中獲得慰藉。同時,面對家庭內部“無法可解”的親子問題,她亦通過書信,將愧疚轉化為對外部兒童文學事務的熱忱,以書寫、翻譯、出版等方式試圖有所作為,紓解內心的無力感,并將思考進一步擴及文學對廣大青年的影響上。最后,書信于往返間不斷推進著自我反思,不僅是精神棲居的空間,更形塑著她晚年進退有道的生存辯證法,并最終努力抵達為人為文——“存在”——的“真”。
關鍵詞:《琦君書信集》;空間關系;棲居
中圖分類號:I206????文獻標識碼:A????文章編號:1006-0677(2024)1-0062-08
Methods?of?Dwelling:?On?the?Spatial?Interaction
in?Letters?of?Chi?Chun
Qi?Yue
Abstract:?This?paper?intends?to?take?a?look?at?the?letters?included?in?Chi?Chuns?Letters?of?Chi?Chun,?based?on?space?as?a?method,?by?paying?attention?to?the?individual?inner?landscape?of?published?works?revealed,?and?analyzing?how?Chi?Chun?treats?the?internal?and?external?relationships?by?way?of?correspondence?on?the?levels?of?interaction,?transference?and?existence,?thus?establishing?a?spiritual?world?where?the?heart?and?mind?are?able?to?dwell?in?an?alien?place.?Concretely,?it?is?by?way?of?correspondence?that?she?is?able?to?live?alone,?both?her?heart?and?mind?tired,?in?America?as?a?sojourner,?while?keeping?in?touch?with?a?warm?and?familiar?literary?world,?writing?about?her?unsatisfied?sentiments?in?a?strange?new?home,?constructing?a?private?spiritual?world?on?paper,?a?real?Noahs?Ark,?thus?gaining?comfort.?Meanwhile,?in?the?face?of?unsolvable?problems?within?the?family,?with?her?son,?she?is?able?to?turn?her?guilt?by?way?of?letters?to?a?passion?for?external?childrens?literature,?relieving?a?sense?of?helplessness?at?heart?by?writing,?translating?and?publishing,?in?order?to?achieve?something,?while,?at?the?same?time,?expanding?her?thought?to?literary?influences?on?the?youth.?In?the?end,?letters,?to?and?fro,?keep?advancing?her?self-reflections,?not?just?about?the?space?of?spiritual?dwelling?but?also?shaping?her?existential?dialectics?in?her?old?age?in?which?she?can?freely?advance?or?retreat,?making?a?final?effort?to?arrive?at?the?truth?of?the?existence?as?a?person?and?a?writer.
Keywords:?Letters?of?Chi?Chun,?spatial?relationship,?dwelling